Michael,

You are supposed to be tired. I'll admit the treatment seems to have hit you harder than some, but you will be tired for a while. Myself, I did not jump up and down when treatment (the first time) ended because no one was doing anything to stop the cancer. Every day for 6 weeks I went to radiation and one day it is all over. All of the sudden I'm no longer fighting cancer! So, stop thinking about dying. You have done everything that can be done, except take that new vaccine 20 years ago, and now it is time to get on with life. If you need professional help, get it. Put this behind you and worry about the reoccurrence if it comes. I'l tell you this, in my 3 years here a lot more people are still living than not.

Glenn