Nelie,

I have just added to my blog "The Book". Perhaps reading these pages of Heather's journal will help you to realize that your feelings are normal for this stage of your treatment. And you certainly are not "whining"!

Take care,
Rosie

Was primary caregiver to my daughter Heather who had stage IV base of tongue SCC w/ primary recurrence. Original diagnosis August 21st, 2002. Primary recurrence March 18th, 2003. Died October 6th, 2003.