Brenda,
When you go in there tomorrow, think.... believe-that your OCF friends from all over the world are with you! Not only from "across the pond" but from up north, down under and the far east. That's one hell of a support system! If I could send you some strength and courage by FedEx, believe me I would. Just know that the positive thoughts, prayers and best wishes of an awful lot of people will go with you tomorrow.
Cancer may damage bodies, but it can't touch the hearts, souls and spirits of good people. You'll have a lot of really good people with you in spirit tomorrow.
With love,
Lisa