My mom is going in for surgery on March 2. This will be her 5th surgery and she's having her lower jaw removed and rebuilt with the fibula they are also doing a flip on the right side where they flip up the skin and reconstruct. I'm terrifed for her and I dont know what to expect. I'm scared to see what she's going to look like. I just worry that after all she's been through that we will lose her to this horrible disease.

She hasn't been able to eat she's on a feeding tube.

I have nightmares and don't really sleep anymore.

Thanks for listening

Lori