Hi Wayne,
Like I said in an earlier post tonight - acceptance is key and it sounds like you are there. Much of the fear is the uncertainty, especially the ugly place of being between Dx and Tx, certainly the WORST time and now you are fighting the battle, have your tactics and strategies worked out. Yeah it's gonna suck but you can do this. Keep focused on your cancer free life beyond all of this.


Gary Allsebrook
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Dx 11/22/02, SCC, 6 x 3 cm Polypoid tumor, rt tonsil, Stage III/IVA, T3N0M0 G1/2
Tx 1/28/03 - 3/19/03, Cisplatin ct x2, IMRT, bilateral, with boost, x35(69.96Gy)
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"You are a mist that appears for a little while and then vanishes" (James 4:14 NIV)