Tomorrow marks one month since my brother's death. Sometimes it seems like years ago and sometimes it seems like a few days. Just as I thought I was doing better, the overwhelming sadness took hold once again. Sometimes I think it will never stop. I know, I know....He's no longer in pain; Everything happens for a reason; Time heals all wounds; but somedays all the rationalization in the world doesn't ease the pain. Well, I won't ramble on, we each have our own cross to bear. I will just continue dragging mine along. I just wanted to remember David's "anniversary" and let him know I still love him.