I have a question and I hope that no one thinks I am a jerk. I was wondering about something that is bothering me.

Last week I got sick with a terrible sinus infection. It was pretty bad and when I brought Harry home from the hospital, the doctor told me to sleep elsewhere because I could make him sick.

So I moved to my couch, which is not terribly uncomfortable, but I have been on antibiotics now for 4 days and I don't want to go sleep in our bed.

I am not entirely certain why except that I don't want to bother him. He is restless at night and I am afraid to sleep next to him because I don't want to hurt him or disturb him.

I got a baby monitor and I can hear him downstairs now so I go upstairs a lot to check on him.

Is this unusual? Should I feel bad because I don't want to sleep in our bed?

Should I feel bad? Because I do.

Thanks,
Cindy


Caregiver to ex-husband Harry. Dx 12/10/04 SCC stg 3, BOT with 2 nodes left side. No surg/chemo x4 /rad.x37(rad comp. 03/29/05)Cisplatin/5FU(comp. 05/07/05)-T1N2M0-(cancer free 06/14/05)-(12/10/06) 2 yr. Survivor!!!