Keplan, you have every right to be afraid, but remember, you have not had radiation and chemo, both of which work together to do serious harm to cancer cells. Those treatments are not a walk in the park by any means, but they will tip the odds a long way in your favor. Ask your new doc about that. In fact, sign up for anything available. An aggressive doc is good, an informed, agressive patient is even better! And know that there is an entire community here to answer any questions, hold your hand if necessary, and definitely be pulling for you.