Hi Scott,
Welcome to the forum. Scared is normal. We have all been there, done that. Sitting around waiting for results or the first appt is nerve racking at best. Give us an update on what the doctors said after you have your appt.

Take care,
Eileen
P.S. as you can see by my signature, I'm just down the street if I beleive your email address


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Aug 1997 unknown primary, Stage III
mets to 1 lymph node in neck; rt ND, 36 XRT rad
Aug 2001 tiny tumor on larynx, Stage I total laryngectomy; left ND
June 5, 2010 dx early stage breast cancer
June 9, 2011 SCC 1.5 cm hypo pharynx, 70% P-16 positive, no mets, Stage I