Keep thinking that. Things are getting better every day and someday they will figure out how to beat this thing. It is great you are still responding well to Erbitux - stay strong, there are worse side effects than those!

Keep doing what you need to do and keep dogging your MO to continuously look for outs and options - if something doesn't work, there are still other options, and you are young and strong - you can take a lot yet before you are beaten!

Lotion, lotion, lotion my friend smile.

Stay strong!

SCC Base of Tongue
Diagnosed 3/5/2014 T2N2C
PEG Installed 3/19/2014
Chemo/Rad 3/27/2014
1x Cisplatin, 4+ TaxoCarboplat + 33 * 70 gy
Chemo FINISHED 5/5/2014
Rads FINISHED
PEG tube removed 10/08/14
Back to work 4 Aug full time
1/19/15 - diagnosed mets to lungs
7/17/15 began Pembrolizumab clinical trial demitted October 2015
1/14/16 began Tremi-MEDI trial
-This far, no further! On ne passe pas!

**update** passed away 3/26/16 RIP, you will be missed by many