Hello everyone,
I have been fighting stage 3 tongue cancer for 3 years now. Within this last month I saw something on my tongue once again...and when I had a biopsy, it came back positive once again. It is in the same area as my last tumor and not sure of the stage yet. On the 11th I will have the rest of the half of my tongue out. I am freaking out! One because of how I am going to talk after...I am a mom of 4 and need my voice! Also now I am terrified of dying from this since it came back so fast. I dont want to die. I know the stats are bad..but I really want to beat it. I cannot do any more rads and they say they do not want me to do more Chemo and I have no idea why. I just want to throw all I can at it to make it go away. I have such dark thoughts and need some kind of light to reach for. Please, if anyone else has had this happen and is doing well can you let me know? I just need some reassurance. Cancer sucks!