Hello, Sandra.You sound pretty tough to me, and everyone needs a place to vent. This is one of the best. Read everything you can on this site about radiation as there is a ton of great information from the "patient" side on how to get through it. Keep posting. Amy


CGtoJohn:SCC Flr of Mouth.Dx 3\05. Surg.4\05.T3NOMO.IMRTx30. Recur Dx 1\06.Surg 2\06. Chemo: 4 Cycles of Carbo\Taxol:on Erbitux for 7 mo. Lost our battle 2-23-07- But not the will to fight this disease

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