I'm 6 weeks, doing well after surgery. As much as I get information and comfort from this forum it also scares me. Scares me because of the reoccurrence I hear about. The bravery is uplifting, but still I am scared when I read about it. I have a door in my head that I shut when I had breast cancer and only opened if I had a Dr. appt. or I could help someone with my knowledge and practical advice. I can't live thinking about it, and yet this site is a comfort of knowledge and wonderful people.
As usual my brain is getting different signals.