They have always told me that the reaction to the treatment is not indicative of how well it has worked. The doctor's comments on your progress would have been about how well you've done with your treatment, and they would be right. You've come a long way since April. Try and draw on that progress to get you through the next stage.

I'll be doing my best to take my own advice. My first 3 month PET is on Monday. Good luck to us both!