Now 22 days after end of rads and feeling a little low for no apparent reason. Saw RO yesterday. She's not a communicative doctor, just a registrar actually, very business like, so I didn't feel moved to ask her any questions. How dumb is that? All she said was that my weight is stable (I weigh a lot more in hospital with my shoes and winter clothes on!) and that I still have Grade 1 mucositis. Wish she'd said it in an encouraging way. Once again, what a baby I am! Where this low mood comes from I don't really know except that I'm very weary all of the sudden and finding it hard to recover from sleepless night of a couple of evenings ago. I also feel what I call "side-effecty" with a very swollen feeling in my mouth such as I had during treatment. I actually feel worse than I did a week ago. Could possibly be having some Oxycodone withdrawal I suppose. Maybe I'll take one tonight:)