I am living with cancer right to the end. Yes, I am terminal and I want to help anyone who needs information as to the mental, physical, and spiritual aspects of my journey. Until you have walked in our shoes over a long period of time, no one can truly understand. Part of that is our fault for not speaking out and speaking the truth. How can we expect loved ones, caretakers, and even professionals to know if we don't tell them the way it is.