OP Contributing Member (25+ posts) Joined: Mar 2014 Posts: 31 | Even though I am only 13 rad treatments in (out of 33) and one cisplatin infusion in (out of three) with the next one in four days. I have already adopted a One Day At A Time approach to dealing with this whole revolting situation I find myself in. I tell myself "I only have to get through today and the day will come when I notice I feel a bit better."
I don't worry about tomorrow. I don't worry about how badly my throat is going to hurt after 20 or 25 rads. I don't have to worry about those things. I only have to get through today.
Plus, I begin each day by blasting Steppenwolf's "Born To Be Wild." I find it gets my day off on the right foot. Since I am an early riser and my wife is not, she is somewhat less appreciative of the wisdom and motivational force that can be found in that song.
2/2014 SCC T4aN2bM0 HPV+ Tonsil/BOT 3/3/2014 PEG and port 3/10/2014 Chemoradiation therapy begins 260 mg Cisplatin x3, 2.12 Gy rads x33 4/23/2014 Final Cisplatin infusion 4/25/2014 Final radiation treatment 7/17/2014 PET scan. Lymph nodes clear. Primary tumor reduced both size and SUV (borderline hypermetabolic) so it's inconclusive. 8/2/2014 PEG tube removed. 11/24/2014 Saw MO, RO, ENT, and Head & Neck Surg. over past 10 days - all agree no recurrence but enhanced surveillance will continue. |