Thanks everyone for the replies, i did not expect so many responses. I am going to have the scan results on monday. I guess that will clear a lot the confusion i feel right now. I am self employec so not being able to work for a long period is my nightmare after the sickness itself. Looks like this site is the best way of communication with other patients.
Thanks again every one and if you can write a little please help me by writing about radiation therapy as I will start that very soon.