I am so disappointed at how horrible I feel this early in the game. Serious Reality check in progress. Had lots of hydration today, took an Emben pre-treatment. Had Aloxi and Decadron in drip. I don't know the dosages, but I do feel that my body is now probably in shock as I very rarely take any drugs for any reason. I have taken 2 Tums over the last 5 hours, just ate dry bread all to no avail. At this point I am tempted to go old school and (sorry about this) stick my fingers down my throat just to get this evil Out. Question is, will it help?? Or do I need this stuff inside me so it continues "working" -for what that's worth.
Any ideas glady accepted. Thought I would be able to handle this week, but not too optimistic at this point.
Thanks


Stage 4: Mid-line BOT primary; Left Lymph Node 4-5cm HPV+
Chemo/Rad 10/08/12; 3 big doses cisplatin
Updated 10/16 refusing Cisplatin; due to side effects
Considering Carboplatin; discussing with doctors.
Corp. Trainer- South New Jersey
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