Aimlee,
Thank you so much for your response. Thank you for saying that you are here if I want to go through this together. I may just take you up on that.

I go through stages of numbness, anger, hurt, sadness, all in one. I have worn myself out because I do not sleep much. I also hate saying goodbye to him when I have to leave him because I am so afraid that it will be the last time. I am so angry at the doctors for saying he just had an infection and it turned out that the cancer came back.

I am sending thoughts and prayers to you and your family. I am so sorry about your mom. I wish we could find a cure for this thing.