I can't tell you how much all of your well wishes and advice have helped already. I feel like I'm about to have a nervous breakdown. Instead of just being sad I'm angry and mad. My husband is supportive but he's finding it harder and harder because of my attitude. I'm going to do my best to get involved without upsetting everyone. I just wish I wasn't so angry (it is not helping the situation. I'm not angry at my mom or dad. When I get home and have to live normal life I CAN'T DO IT!! Everything and everyone is on my nerves. I'm terrible! I need help if I'm going to fight this thing with my mom. Thank all of you and I wish miracles for all of you. You are so kind to speak to me. It gives me hope (something I haven't had since day one).

I'll keep you posted
Sue