Please be encouraged. I went through a similar regime. 35 radiation, 7 Chemo for SCC stage 4on my tonsil. I am 13 months out without any signs of anything unusual. My schedule is now check ups every other month after 1 year of monthly visits. It's a journey, but this site appears to offer incredible support from sincere people having experienced a similar journey.
Deal with each day at a time and recognize that there are many survivors having been where you are.

Blessings to you.

35 radiation txs. 7 cistplatin. SCC on tonsil and 2 possible nodes. 14 months out and holding the line. Just graduated to ENT visits every other month.
Life just seems to keep on happening with or without you.