I'm a thirteen year Squamous Cell Tongue cancer survivor. In 1997 I had free flap surgery, radical neck dissection, peg tube, chemo (5FU/Cisplatin) and then of course, 36 days of RAD. I was stage IV at diagnoses and while I pretty much sailed through surgery, treatment kicked my butt. I remember some pretty dark days during that time and for a fairly long while after treatment was completed. However, I did survive and life was really good. I was 42 at the time of diagnoses.

Then a few years ago I began having swallowing issues, trouble chewing my food, and over all increased pain in my oral cavity, episodes when I had bleeding with an unknown source or anyway I couldn't determine where the blood was coming from, and a discharge with odor. I thought my cancer had returned.

Long story short, the culprit this time wasn't cancer but rather Osteoradionecrosis or ORN and what a night mare this has been. After two surgeries, 40 dives in HBO, the area will not heal and I have a fairly good chance total mandible replacement surgery. The oral surgeon now says 50/50 chance I will loose my jaw. So far I've been misdiagnosed, two surgeries, and when the Oral Surgeon wanted to go back in to do a third surgery it was then I said, "NO" and began to look for another doctor and a second opinion. UGH! The new doc says the previous doc treated me too aggressively and therein lies some of my problem. Currently I'm on an antibiotic and antibiotic mouthwash and in a holding pattern waiting to see if I will indeed heal more naturally. I feel comfortable with my new doctor and am more of a natural healing type of person anyway, plus, ORN is what my new doctor primairly deals with so he has a pretty solid knowledge base and a great reputation. I didn't see this guy the first time because I followed the referral my ENT gave me. My dentist misdiagnosed the problem completely but that is a whole other story.

Is anyone out there currently dealing with ORN or has anyone previously dealt with it? I'm really nervous because this has been going on since Dec of last year, with no end in sight. UGH! I've lost my bottom teeth and now have trouble with my speech and eating since the second surgery numbed the right side of my face and bottom lip. I look horrible and ORN is very painful. Very painful. I lost over 2/3 of my tongue and I use every bit of that tiny bit of tongue I do have to speak, eat, chew and swallow my food. I feel like I'm starting all over again in terms of speech --- and eating. I'm back to wearing a bib for crying out loud. I was 42 when Dx'ed with my cancer and even though it was a difficult surgery and treatment regime I was able to focus and do what I had to do to move forward. This time around I'm almost 55 and things just aren't so easy anymore. I feel frustrated, out of control, and just plain sad and discouraged. I'm disgusted with Doctors who don't know what they're doing but go ahead and do it anyway -- and I'm afraid I'm going to loose my jaw.

Anybody out there have any advice? Thanking you in advance.

Donnamae