Lottie,
I understand the anger. Especially the anger. I understand the worry and anxiety. I've experienced the ugly, gut wrenching fear resurface while going through old files.

You are not alone.

You've been through trauma. Your recovery, and I don't know that recovery is the right word, will be in erratic stages. Perhaps adapting is a better word. Its a process with a lot of setbacks and frustration.

That's what your fellow caregivers are here for, you can let off steam and complain all you want. I am here to listen. You are not alone.

Ginny